Tiring and lazy

This is so not like me...Until today, I still can't find the motivation to actually study!! GOSH...

I feel that I'm getting lazier and lazier. How I wish I were smart enough not to study and able to seat for exams? Exam in another 2days time and I dont feel any tension YET!

This time is so different from my Diploma time which I have all the "Kia Su" attitude but then now I dont!!!! What's wrong with me??

By the way, today I feel so so so tired early in the morning when I wake up. It is as though I didnt sleep for few days. Anyway, I feel nice because last night I really worked out a lot in Gym. *YEAH!!*

The plan was to get rid of oily belly and turning it to become nice abs~ I've been saying this for ages ago but nothing was being done. However, last night was the 1st move that I initiated with the motivation from a friend of mine...*giggling*

Now I hope that I dont get lazy again because I really looking forward to have a smaller belly..haha!!!

Time to get back studies!!

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First attempt

Okay, basically I'm now using Nokia E71, a smart phone, which I considered it to be quite smart because I can blog at any where and anytime whenever I want. Besides, this phone also do support java applet.
food is just right in front of me and I blog while I'm ready to eat..guys, Itadakimas!!!

The following pict was the food that I enjoyed while I blogged this blog!

Sup Pedas Ayam Kampung

"Fat Tiu Kai"

"Yau Choi"

I forget what's this place already (just asked my friend about the place. It is located in Serdang!), but the food there very nice. I was introduced by Chui Ling by the program of 1 day 5 meals (一天五餐). Overall, I'll rate the food over there as 7/10!! Quite impressive.

Bali Yoga Retreat

Yoga retreat in Bali??

Yeahh....there will be a yoga retreat in this coming 24th - 27th October 2009!

It's organised by one of my yoga teacher, Jazamine. The package to go there will cost only RM750 (resort, breakfast, 4 yoga classes + tour around Bali with tour guide). The things exclude in this package will be air ticket and also the other 2 meals of the day.

My heart really itchy for this retreat because I always wanted to go for a retreat and I can practice yoga while tour around at the same time~ Besides, doing yoga in different environment is another satisfaction for a yoga practitioner.

However, I couldn't make it for this trip due to I have classes. I don't think I could afford to skip classes, so I must stay determined not to go for this time and I believe that there will be a 2nd chance in everything! =)

So, whoever is interested...click this link for more information.

Rain, rain go away...

Sigh...It has being 2days already. The rain just poured on me for 2 bloody days that caused me dont get to go to gym for my YOGA class!!! I hate it so much that caused me not only wet, but dont get to go for my beloved yoga classes!

I really like rains, I bet I do...

It's just that I prefer it to rain at the night time where everyone's sleeping time?

SIGHHH....and again that I dont get to go for yoga today~

RAIN, oh...RAIN..please go away and come back in the middle of the night...

Good Morning...

Finally after so many days, now I managed to wake up ealry and do something. Today is a very chill morning due to the heavy rain yesterday which caused me don't get to go for my Advanced Yoga class which literally sadden me. For now, I'm doing some revision before class!! HAHA!!

I tired to do it yesterday morning, but failed due to my laziness...I MUST START REVISION already!! I need motivation! ARGHHH.....

Reflection...

*HOHO...*

Whao, I can’t believe that I'm a bit slacking in blogging??

Anyway, I've reason behind it which is... Busy doing assignment previously. Besides, I was and am busy going for classes (classes in college not busy enough to keep me, but the truth is yoga classes kept me busy all these time!).

Yeah!!

I think, I'm obsessed or I should say my passion for yoga has grown after since I came to KL. Learning is a non-stop process that everyone should learn. At here, I really learn a lot of things such as independence, patience, and self-discovery? *HAHA*

Speaking about patience...*sigh*

It’s a sad thing for me to mention but “some” people really get on my nerves! (by the way, that people is a HE)

Could you imagine that HE actually speaks without using his dam freaking BRAIN that consists of billions of cells? Speak as he wishes without thinking of what other people feels. At first, I thought that I’m the only victim but there is someone else who got treated the same way. I really don’t know what is wrong with him seriously. In the beginning until recently, he wasn’t that bad. I think the virus has activated and starting to spread around and corrupt him? Every word that came out from his mouth will be a tease (bones in his words). I had enough with that kind of attitude, so now I’m practicing one management style which is “Extinction”.

“Extinction” means that I ignore his existence, not to speak with him and about to ignore him completely.

There are more things for me to whine about but I shall not put it in blog because I’m an educated person, so I have to act ethically without defame anyone specifically.

About independence, I really have to do all the things myself and I don’t mind. However, I would say that no one actually CLEAN the house as I could see a lot of dust and dirt around the house.

By the way, it’s not that I don’t one to do or what. Previously, I did clean the whole house and the rest just sat there and no one actually gave me a hand on it. Not a single person who offers help which they also stay in the house?

At first I thought that after cleaning it, they would actually appreciate it but no one actually care. This is what saddens me most. I would say, after one or two days, the house getting dirty already. I might be a bit too particular on cleanliness because I used to living in a comfort and clean house. This quality that I had been inherits from my mother for the reason that she always lecture/nags me on the cleanliness issues. Since then, now I’m too used to the clean environment that made me feel so uncomfortable to stay in a dusty and dirty house.

Sometimes, I rather go over to my classmates’ house because I have a friend who is a very particular about cleanliness, actually control his house until very clean. Indeed, I feel comfortable when I’m there. Besides, their housemates are quite cooperative since they knew each other.

For now, I can’t care less about it so I just bear with it and have to do cleaning if I really can’t stand it. Here comes the patience and keeping my mouth shut.

Thinking back when I was newly here, I couldn’t adapt to the environment here and I actually felt suffer when the beginning because I had to rely on all the public transport as during that time I didn’t have my own transport. It was so much inconvenient until later on my “LEGS” here. My motorbike was sent here after 2weeks plus to 3 weeks after I’m here.

From there on, I start to explore the city of KL and start to go here and there (mostly gym). Discovery is what I did here. I keep on searching for the best thing to do here and YOGA is part of it other than studies. The passion on it is growing, grown tremendously because back in penang, there wasn’t much class for yoga. However, there were good classes that I always went to. Until now, I still miss that class a lot as I learnt a lot from there. CF in Penang is the fundamentals for my yoga to starts and this is the place that gave me the passion.

KL life for me is like a new life because everything goes differently, a total contrast from where I used to live in, Penang. Now I’ve adapt to it and I guess my life will be smoother than before. At least now I hardly complain about it other than the massive traffic jam which makes me to have headache each time I sees it.

p/s: I’m here not to complain or what, but just a reflection for myself and not mean to defame anyone. I’m here to express myself and don’t mean to harm anyone with words...adios~

A very inconsiderate person!

How do I put my feelings into words, I really don’t know!! Now, I’m only filled with anger because I met very inconsiderate peoples on earth! They are so brainless, I would say… because they never bother to care how we, the “stayer (no such word in dictionary)” of the house, feeling. They only know how to come to people’s house and simply placed their slippers around until blocking the pass way from the door to the house!

Besides, the streamyx being paid by “US” is being shared. I don’t mind to let them use if they really doing their ASSIGNMENT, but when I walked out of my room I saw them happily watching drama/movies using PPStream! This is really pissing me off because PPS famous for streaming super fast. On the other hand, their using cable to connect to the internet because there is a guy brought his DESKTOP…yeahh!! It’s desktop to my house!! Using cable would have a very smooth connection compared to wireless. Always the wireless connection will be chopped off first before the cable.

I really cant stand this kind of nonsense anymore!! I really HAD ENOUGH!!

MAICSA Convention - Way the to best you can be

MAICSA convention... From the very beginning, many of us thought this was an activity for the Advanced Diploma students until we receive a news saying it's not a complusory event. As for that, many of my classmates didn't want to go for it. Before I knew about this news, I was very determined to go because I feel this is something very related to what I'm in - which is studying Business Management cum ICSA.

Many of us didn't want to go in the first place, but I was asked by my friend, a senior of mine and also the committee in the Business Management Society. After being asked, I feel that maybe I should go. I asked many of my friends, finally 10 of us willing to go at first. Then, the day before the event, another 2 people said didnt want to go because they're tired and also wanted to prepare for Law test which will be on Wednesday.

To be frank, I did thought of not wanting to go because of "Test". Since I've said wanted to go and I made many people go for it, that's why I made myself to go too.

During the event, there were only 7 out of 10 from my class actually went for the event.

To comment on the event, I would say that I did enjoy it because I loose my voice after that. For me as a scout, believe that one would enjoy an activity if the looses their voice after the event. I quote this phrase from Paul and he quoted it from the late Mr.Yap Boon Lee (he was a very inspiring person for me, I would say).

There was 2 sessions of talk which were introducing to MAICSA (telling us what is MAICSA about which I had herd this talk for 3 times already) and also Coperate Experience Sharing (TAR alumni came to tell us what they feel and why they choose this path). Among these 2 talks, Corperate Experience Sharing was something new to me. However, since I've made my choice and I'm now in the MAICSA line already, that talk doesn't have any influence to me. What inspired me the most is from 1 particular speaker, TAR alumni, Ms.Voon, she had a very good english command ans she speaks well. Besides that, she won 2 book price for 2 final papers in ICSA examination.

Apart from talks, the activity was okay to me but the weather is abit too hot for many of us. At least during the activity, I could communicate and lead my group well. Although we didn't won the price, I would say that my group did well. Winning or not is not important to me because I'm there not to win anything but to exercise my networking skills.

I would say it's important to master networking skills because everyone needs it in the future. Some may disagree to it, but for me, this is important.

Overall, I would say this event was quite okay. At least we do have more chance to social with many people that we don't know and also expand the network.

Simple yet tough!

After went through 2 classes with a Yoga Master, Vincent Tam, the feeling was really great and I learned a lot from him. Although it was only 2 classes and only 1hour per session, the knowledge I've gained from him was trumendous!!

In the class, he did all basic poses. It's to be considered as basic, yet tough pose because he made us hold it. The purpose for holding it long is to see our minor mistake that we dont actully see it during normal class. By making us to remember, he made us repeated the pose for many times and also keep on stressing on our mistake.

His class was never boring because he used our mistake and illustrate it very clearly and also making it a bit hilarous! After went through his 2 classes, I'm so keen to go for more of his class in Menara MBF.

After I've been through classes, I realised that yoga in KL is so much different, just like what Michelle told me "you'll learn a lot there". It's an eye opening for me and there is a lot more for me to learn from here! I'll pick up whatever I can so that I'll become a better person! Perhaps, this could help me to fulfill one of my dream, which is to be a Yoga teacher one day!! I'm hopping that those day will come~

And again, a boring Saturday

Here comes again another boring day without anything for me to do!~

I'm kinda bored now because nothing much for me to do. Study, I cant do it now because having headache. Not an excuse, but these few days I've having it non-stop! *sigh....*

Because of this idiotic feeling, made me feel wanna go home (Penang)!!! I just too inlove with Penang..hohohoho!!!

I'm not home sick, but I miss my home! wakakaa.....

Bon-o-dori, I shall be in Penang by that time. I hope that I could make it to meet some of my friends...

Convocation Ceremony

How sould I put all my feeling into words??

Before the day of my convo, I really feel so excited, happy and all soughts of feelings that came to me, which all are good ones! For me, this is the very special moment that I made me think of that I really grow up!!

Why I would say that??

It's because when I attended my aunt's convo when I was a kid, I feel that wearing all the robe, gown, and with the mortarboard on top was something very glamour. Today, is my day to feel all the things that I wanted it so badly since I were small.

I really enjoyed myself during the evening, and I feel very proud of myself too...XD

I guess, I couldn't express myself anymore in words, so let the pictures do the talking for me!

SCARY!!

I got a person who added me up in MSN,

and I'm not sure who that person is...

One thing for sure that freak me out which is....

after adding me up, I search for the contact, and I came to realised that

I cant find any new contact in my msn list.

The reason for that to happened is (please look at the pict below)

Damm FREAKY mann~~~~

Put theory into practical

Everytime I'm asked to do 'seated forward' from 'downward dog pose' using jumping technique, I really dont get the concept and I dont know which part I should focus on. Today, it's a very nice try - at least I put those theory into practical. Now, I know how is it flow and which part I should focus on.

Sounds interesting right?? *hehe*

By the way, let me quote something from what one of the yoga teacher told me during his class - Donald from FF told us "yoga is about self discovery - and it's also a way to understand your body". I found this statement is useful because today, I've discover something which I always have problem with. (Actually I still cant really do it, but I've understand the technique as well as the theory).

So, what is downward dog pose?? what is seated forward leg??

This is what I trying to say all the time..=D

Today, I went to swim with my housemate at the condo I'm staying in. After swimming, I was thinking something about yoga, but I'm not sure what I'm thinking also. As for that, suddenly I've the thought of doing something that I always have problem with, which will be to do 'seated forward' from 'downward dog pose' using jumping technique.

Michelle always told us to use core strength and a little of arm balance to jump through. I know what she is saying, but I really dont know how is it feel nor which is the part need to be concentrate on. Until just now was trying in the pool, as water made our weight lighter - probably the best place to get theory into practice because we wont get injured, and it can be practical.

After I did it a few times, I could really feel the part I really need to use. Basically, we need to use the whole core, as in abs strength by contracting them and using some arm strength to leave you up and put your leg through between hands.

These are the parts you need to use! =)

Today, I've discover something new, and would like to share with people so that you'll understand more..=)

Enjoy yoga...=)

p/s: I dont really have the flow in my blog because I type what I think at the same time trying to find pict to illustrate. So, bear with it yeahh?? I hope you get what I wanna convey...=)

Weekends Life...

So sad to say, I'm having a very boring weekends life...Technically I have nothing to do, and I'm going to rot anytime soon! Another sad part is that most of my housemates were back to their hometown!!*Sigh...*

Yesterday was so much fun comparing to today...

I went to KLCC with Ms.Genie Teh to enquire about Fitness First. Actually I wanted to join because this will be something for me to occupy my free time!! Although it'll be costful, lets look at the bright side! I could workout, do the things that I like which is Yoga, and also maintain my body weight!

Many ppl would actually say that it's a waste of money. For me, this is called INVESTMENT. Why I would say that??

Usually, we, the Human, does not actually appreciate FREE things! This is the fact! When we got to pay for something, we actually would fully utilise the things we've paid for because feel the pinch for paying it!

Besides that, people keep saying me that since I've learned yoga for so long, I could do it myself at home. That's is true that I could do it myself, but discipline is one factor! Not only i'm saying this, BUT...a yoga teacher also agree to this statement of mine!

HAHA..forget what about ppl say, I'm standing on my point, so that's why I've Joined FF!! HAHA....hope that I'll know ppl there and start to enjoy gym life like what i've used to have it back in Penang in CF.. Miss those ppl I've known in CF..

By the way, Lego do roadshow in KLCC and they have some cool and awesome lego model. It's not for sale, but for exhibition purpose only.

Taj Mahal

Petra Treasury

very obvious that this is Colosseum

KLCC

The Pyramid

The Pirates!!

Such a nice exhibition...

So..about today, I woke up quite late at about 11something. After I woke up, my house owner were in the toilet doing some plumbing job as the pipe started to leak terribly. Since I cant shower, I went into my room to online. Once I've started to online, it's hard for me to do other things, as for that, I stuck here until 1something. Since then, I realise I didn't had my BRUNCH yet - I cooked instant noodles to eat only. After eating, I went to take shower and dress up for gym!! YEAHH...today is my first day gym-ing!

After gym, I took LRT home and during on my way back, I thought of wanna visit Genie. Due to laziness after I stepped my foot into the house, I decided not to find her anymore! That's to mean, I also lazy to buy dinner for myself! Due to the dominant of my laziness, I got no choice but to make instant oat + raisin to serve as my dinner...Actually, it taste nice and it's good for health!! Besides that, oat + raisin could serve as one of my dietry plan!! wohoo!!!

Now, I would like to present you my healthy, lovely, sweetie, cutely, adorable, yet simple dinner, Miss Oat ans Mr. Raisin!! (give them an applause please!)

Sadly to say, this is my day for today...*Sean is going to rot anytime soon...=.= *

Sleepless

It's fun to be back to Penang for few days because I really miss my home. Although I can tell everyone that I'm fine, deep in me, of course I do miss my home. Somehow, I could "hide" how I feel even to myself?? I'm not sure about it also...

I reached Penang on Friday morning and I left Penang on Sunday, 12pm. I'm happy that I could go back to my own hometown, who's not for that right?? Anyway, I had a wonderful time in Penang which I enjoyed a lot although I'm a bit busy with my stuffs.

Why do I blog at such time??

the reason for me to woke up and blog is because I had a sleepless night....I really dont know why, but one thing for sure, I'm kinda sleepy. Somehow, I cant get myself into sleep! *sigh*

Before I sleep, I actually clean my room. Is it because of I over strain myself until I cant get a proper sleep?? OR I actually miss my home in inner me that caused me not to sleep well?

I suppose, today will be another rough day for me...

New Environment

What a new environment...

I dont know what to describe, but I know that I dont quite use with the surroundings as I'm still very fresh here! At times, I have a terrible feeling because of the environment is a bit too packed, hectic and dirty? I need time to encounter these (actuall, I'm quite okay with it...).

There is a thing that I cant really take it, which will be sweating all the way to class, and from class sweat all the way home....argh... I need not suffer like this in penang because the campus is much smaller, not so complicated, and it's easy to go anywhere I want - not familiar with the place yet!

I'm happy that I could have all nice housemates. I could get along with them, which is a good thing! HAHA....Maybe I'll overcome everything fast....=)

Adios Penang!

It's about time to leave...

I'm so heavy hearted to leave my home and my hometown.

Life still moves on no matter what,

This is what we have to face in life!

Although I'm sad,

I'll still stand on my own

As this is the path I chosen.

Sadness and distance are inevitable in ones life.

Let's face all this with courage,

and I shall remind myself this all the time!

Last words to say,

I'll miss my family a lot, my friends and

to all the people I that love and care about!!

All the best to everyone!

Greed...

Greed is one of the 7 deadly sins that believed by many christians, i supposed? Today, I've met 1 person/stranger who convicted one of these sins which is GREED!!

I went to gurney today to meet up with Kah Hooi before I leave to KL...We had lunch at there too and I also bought a sweater so that I could use it as jacket/sweater. The sweater that i Love so much from PDI cost me RM70++.

So happily bought it and headed to Coffee Bean after that. As usual, i left my things on the seat and went to order drinks. After putting my stuffs down, it's like i totally forget about it that i left my things.

After coffee bean-ing with KH, we went home. I totally forgotten about my sweater!!!!!!

I left it in Coffee Bean. After I reached home only i remembered about it....sigh....

partially it's my fault for being a forgetful!!! (HATE myself for that!!!)

I dont understand why that "PERSON" wanna take the sweater away?? It's not money...if it's money, i would understand that "the person" would keep it. For god sake..it's just a sweater!! Why cant that "person" just hand it to the staff over there???

One thing that I came to understand that fella is filled with Greed!! That person had convicted the sin of "Greed" one of the 7 deadly sins!!! SHIT that "person"!!! He will receive the punishment for being greedy!! As for that, I curse that fella to LOST the wallet/purse that couldn't get it back!! *I know it's bad to curse people, but that person deserve it for being a greedy person!!*

For that, that person made me pay RM140++ for just a sweater....sigh...sad me!!! For no reason, i lost so much money....*cry....*

p/s: I put my font as green because I believe that green associate with money?? and greed shall be in green colour!! HATE it!!!!

Speak out my mind

Late night??

I'm wondering, when the word of "late night" were to mentioned, what will comes to your mind??

For me, I'll thought of the clock/watch will show us maybe 12am? 1am? I guess this is called a late night for my thought.

Last Thursday, I went to the Curve, KL to meet up Carmen and friends together with Paul. They planned to watch movie. Guess what happened?? Allow the pictures do the talking..

Is 10.30 pm considered late night?? FUNNY!!

Results!!! (SCARY)

Okayz...this is really scary...not really, but...I'm-so-afraid, anxious, nervous and eager to know my result!!! Tomorrow is the releasing day of Penang Branch's results..this will determine whether for me to graduate or not, to pursue Advance Diploma or not.

I cant wait for tomorrow anymore!!!! Pray hard for me!!!

p/s: watch this parody of Lady Gaga - Poker Face mv..it's a funny one!!!

FALL

What a bad day yesterday by all having a good starting and suffering ending?? It just took the incident to happened in a split of seconds - very scary!! *HAHA*

My sisters and I were fooling, playing and teasing each other in my room. It was a good and fun day, IF and only if I didnt fell down. It is damm pain and I guess, the wound is quite deep.

At first, I asked my 3rd sis wheter or not to accompany to the kitchen to grab some thing light to eat because I was hungry. She rejected me a few time. As for that, we keep on playing and disturbing each other ( it sounds like we're still kids yeah???). My 3rd sis keep doing me and I'm only defending myself. Half way through, I asked my 3rd sis again whether or not want to accompany me to the kitchen, but she said NO again...Since she dont want, I then go by myself.

So, I walked out from my room and closed the door. SUDDENLY, I herd the door opened and my sis called my name. Since she was doing me all the time, I ASSUME, that she wanna chase after me to disturb me again. As for a normal reaction and respond, I would run to escape from her another attack. Within a few step I ran, there goes the "boomb" sound - I fell down. The reason for me to fell down is due to my mom just mopped the floor and it's still wet - VERY slippery floor. My leg hit on the corridor of my kitchen and there has a metal frame of a door which my leg hit onto that *OUCH*. It's damm damm pain. At first, I still can laugh a bit, but later on, I couldn't talk and PAIN is the only thing I felt!! After a few minutes sitting there, I slowly walked - more to a little hop due to my left leg injured to my room. I lied on my bed and I actually fell asleep due to I cant stand the pain. When I'm awake, the pain is more likely bearable.

This pict were taken a few hours later after my nap

Sigh....what a gift from my sis..before I'm moving to KL...

Maybe that's how she made me remembering and missing her???

p/s: this 3rd sis of mine, somehow always injured me when we actually starts to play. Since small until now, when we start to play, in the end I'll have some injuries. *HAHA*

BEWARE!! She might injured you next...!!*HAHA*