Saturday, August 15, 2009

Reflection...

*HOHO...*

Whao, I can’t believe that I'm a bit slacking in blogging??

Anyway, I've reason behind it which is... Busy doing assignment previously. Besides, I was and am busy going for classes (classes in college not busy enough to keep me, but the truth is yoga classes kept me busy all these time!).

Yeah!!

I think, I'm obsessed or I should say my passion for yoga has grown after since I came to KL. Learning is a non-stop process that everyone should learn. At here, I really learn a lot of things such as independence, patience, and self-discovery? *HAHA*

Speaking about patience...*sigh*

It’s a sad thing for me to mention but “some” people really get on my nerves! (by the way, that people is a HE)

Could you imagine that HE actually speaks without using his dam freaking BRAIN that consists of billions of cells? Speak as he wishes without thinking of what other people feels. At first, I thought that I’m the only victim but there is someone else who got treated the same way. I really don’t know what is wrong with him seriously. In the beginning until recently, he wasn’t that bad. I think the virus has activated and starting to spread around and corrupt him? Every word that came out from his mouth will be a tease (bones in his words). I had enough with that kind of attitude, so now I’m practicing one management style which is “Extinction”.

“Extinction” means that I ignore his existence, not to speak with him and about to ignore him completely.

There are more things for me to whine about but I shall not put it in blog because I’m an educated person, so I have to act ethically without defame anyone specifically.

About independence, I really have to do all the things myself and I don’t mind. However, I would say that no one actually CLEAN the house as I could see a lot of dust and dirt around the house.

By the way, it’s not that I don’t one to do or what. Previously, I did clean the whole house and the rest just sat there and no one actually gave me a hand on it. Not a single person who offers help which they also stay in the house?

At first I thought that after cleaning it, they would actually appreciate it but no one actually care. This is what saddens me most. I would say, after one or two days, the house getting dirty already. I might be a bit too particular on cleanliness because I used to living in a comfort and clean house. This quality that I had been inherits from my mother for the reason that she always lecture/nags me on the cleanliness issues. Since then, now I’m too used to the clean environment that made me feel so uncomfortable to stay in a dusty and dirty house.

Sometimes, I rather go over to my classmates’ house because I have a friend who is a very particular about cleanliness, actually control his house until very clean. Indeed, I feel comfortable when I’m there. Besides, their housemates are quite cooperative since they knew each other.

For now, I can’t care less about it so I just bear with it and have to do cleaning if I really can’t stand it. Here comes the patience and keeping my mouth shut.

Thinking back when I was newly here, I couldn’t adapt to the environment here and I actually felt suffer when the beginning because I had to rely on all the public transport as during that time I didn’t have my own transport. It was so much inconvenient until later on my “LEGS” here. My motorbike was sent here after 2weeks plus to 3 weeks after I’m here.

From there on, I start to explore the city of KL and start to go here and there (mostly gym). Discovery is what I did here. I keep on searching for the best thing to do here and YOGA is part of it other than studies. The passion on it is growing, grown tremendously because back in penang, there wasn’t much class for yoga. However, there were good classes that I always went to. Until now, I still miss that class a lot as I learnt a lot from there. CF in Penang is the fundamentals for my yoga to starts and this is the place that gave me the passion.

KL life for me is like a new life because everything goes differently, a total contrast from where I used to live in, Penang. Now I’ve adapt to it and I guess my life will be smoother than before. At least now I hardly complain about it other than the massive traffic jam which makes me to have headache each time I sees it.

p/s: I’m here not to complain or what, but just a reflection for myself and not mean to defame anyone. I’m here to express myself and don’t mean to harm anyone with words...adios~

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