When I was still in my sleep, my phone rang and lucky enough for me to pick up too. Guess what?
TAR college, which is the college that I'm in now, called me! A very good news for me in this very good MORNING.
The college representative told me that someone found my wallet and man's name is Mr. Loh. She asked me to jot down his number so that I could retrieve back my things from him. With immediate and desperate responds, I quickly wrote it on a piece of paper. After she hangs up the phone, without wasting another moment, I quickly dial the given number. By listening to that man's voice, I think he is a matured man that with a good heart.
When I was on the phone with him, he was like an investigator or a police that interrogates a suspects. I don't mind what he did but he was just being nice and careful to take safety measurements to identify whether I'm the wallet owner or not.
At first, he asked for my name then asked me where did I lost the wallet and a few more questions to identify the whole things. Then he asked me when I can get the wallet from him in Sri Hartamas, which I don't really know how to go to that place. Besides, I'm still new and not so familiar with KL city - I don't really know how to go to his house to get it. Since I don't really know how to go, public transport is the only thing I familiar with. At an instance, he suggested me to meet him in Titiwangsa but that won't be today because I think he is not FREE? By the way, I'm not free today also because I need to teach at night for today and tomorrow. The only day that I can get it will be on Wednesday. I'll call him again to confirm everything.
Back to yesterday,
When I knew I lost my wallet, I was really sad and I had this feeling of 'why all bad things have to happened on me?' I mean I was really sad because 2 incidents happened to me in a week. Due to these incidents, I feel that there will not be anything nice such as miracle that will happen in my life. I was really sad until I actually cried out.
I made a a few statements which were very, VERY NEGATIVE. I think I wont put up here because I don't think it's right.
Why I still made such statements when I knew that was negative?
Simply because I was really sad and bad things just happened on me often enough to make me depress.
I was really angry at HIM because I cant see miracle and bad incidents keep on happening on me. I scolded HIM and challenged HIM with words. I said "If you really could listen to me, YOU shall let me find my wallet back." When I made this statement, I was expecting that I shall receive miracle on the day itself but things doesn't go right yesterday. However, Today I see MIRACLE and first thing that came up to my mind...HE ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME, to my cries. I hate myself for jumping into a conclusion fast and made unnecessary statement. After this incident, I shall have faith in God and I shall never doubt His POWER. I'm so sorry to made so many unnecessary statements and this lesson thought me well.
I guess that everything that happens on us shall have a motive or purpose to tell us. From now on, I shall never DOUBT any more!!
Besides that, I really need to thank to a friend of mine that was with me and took all the troubles and effort to help me from the beginning until now. That friend of mine also supported me not only in the trouble, also helps me in emotionally. Besides, I was also reminded that the existence of God, but at that point of time nothing goes into my ear because I cant see light. Today, I see light shines although it was cloudy and rained.
THANK YOU!!!
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